I have always had issues with self image.
I am a poet.
I am a writer, published and paid.
I am a jewelry artist, who has made money.
I am an artist, for my own pleasure.
I am an attractive woman.
I am a mother. Of a full grown son and a preteen girl.
I am Momo (aka grandmother)
I am a computer geek who can program in C#
i am a game master who has been running games for nearly twenty years and has taught many to play.
I am a decent cook and a better baker Most of the time.
I am an intelligent and seeking mind.
I am a blogger.
I am occasionally funny.
I am a voracious reader.
I am a good listener, A fair friend, and a devoted girlfriend.
I am Loyal to a fault.
I am usually kind.
i am usually honest.
I try to be generous, i try to be understanding and i try to be a good friend.
Yet i fight the feeling of failure and fight feeling a lack of worth…
because even though i am all of those things…
some days it feels like all that i am is worthless in the grand scheme of life.
And the worst part is I know I am not alone in how I feel….