I am obviously by no standards normal. I am a creative soul who is often forgetful and messy. I am anxious and freak out over the strangest things. I have a poor self image, so I often fail to accept compliments. Not because I don’t want them but because I think I am being made fun of. My brain and mouth rarely work together, so i have no filter and often make no sense. I love deeply and quickly, often the wrong people. I am often slightly crazy. I honestly see the worst in me. Social situations end me up saying the wrong thińg because it seemed right to to me. So I end up the sad lonely girl in the corner. So I am slightly anti-social. I am crafty, i write, i draw. I even sometimes do those things well. I have children. My youngest is a fairly well behaved child who fairly much like me. She is not social. I have tried to expose her to a variety of social options… She sees the cruelty of others and is unimpressed. She is mature for twelve. Should I force her to be something she is not? So I have to consider what is normal? Really is it something different for each person? And if it is what does that say for the ones who look at me because I am different and say it is wrong?