*image found on Google and only used for inspiration.
Recently I read a blog done about music and the effect it had on the life of the blogs writer. It got me thinking. So often life for me has revolved around the music. The sounds of life have always been a rich and full part of who I am. I remember my Dad’s deep baritone singing “Amazing Grace” to me as a child. I remember going to see my great grandfather at his radio station and being enamored by it all. I loved the poetry in the songs, how it felt like your soul was understood by the person singing.
Grandma Ethel, my Mom’s mom, used to sit and listen to stories from her youth and she would share those with me. Radio shows from another era. She taught me to enjoy classical music, how to close my eyes and visualize the music.
Music for my mom was such a rigid thing. If it was not country, she would not listen to it. And as a child, in her house I was not supposed to listen to anything else either. But daddy had records of all manner of song. Stray cats, and soft rock like it. She would eventually learn to bend, she grew to enjoy some bubble gum rock along with the country.
I still remember the first time I heard real rock. My soon to be step brother had a cassette tape of Dr Feelgood. I was eleven. It felt wild and I was hooked. I still enjoy country, but I am eclectic in my music tastes.
Mind you I am skipping over bits of music and memory. I am trying not to ramble here. The next influence was my first day of high school. I was six weeks late because I had a child at fourteen. I was scared to death of what high school would be. My elder step brother was dating this chick, and man I looked up to her. She was confident and sexy and badass. All of the things I knew I would never be. Well she met me at the cafeteria doors holding a boom box. It was blasting so loudly that the windows in the building were rattling. Pink Floyd; Another Brick in the wall part 3…Aka We Don’t Need No Education. I can’t tell you how much better I felt about high school. It was not that school was actually any better. In truth it was a nightmare. I just suddenly felt braver, more secure.
Looking back, every person who was ever a intimate in my life has a song. My playlist is often a minefield of memories. Some of which I have not even explained to my boyfriend of over twenty one years. Not because of anything other than the fact that I am done with the one who was once attached to the memory.
I may have been a singer and put my love of music to use, except for the fact that I am unfortunately tone deaf. I was not gifted with the beautiful singing voice that I would have loved. It has not stopped me, i sang to my daughter. I refused to deny her that bond, both with me and with music. She still will ask for her lullabies when she is feeling bad.
I sang four main ones to her. “Hush little baby “,”the greatest love of all “(slightly mangled as i forget one verse), “rockabye baby ” (altered so mama catches as the original bothered me) and the last is called the puzzle song.
Lyrics for the puzzle song: *note I learned this is a chorus class in school and have no freaking clue who wrote it.
I gave my love a cherry that had no stone, I gave my love a chicken that had no bone, I gave my love a ring that had no end, And I gave my love a baby with no cry-in.
How can there be a cherry with no stone? How can there be a chicken with no bone? How can there be a ring with no end? And how can there be a baby with no cry-in?
A cherry when it is blooming, it has no stone, A chicken when it is peeping it has no bone, a ring when it is rolling it has no end and a baby when it is sleeping has no cry-in.
What songs have made a difference in your life? I would love to hear about them.